wendi.

finally back:)

2008-03-23T11:15:00.002+08:00

IM FINALLY BACK:)

oh my god! i havent been updating for like close to a month? thats scary! and people who meet almost everyday (like YIXIAN) keeps "reminding" that my blog is gradually becoming a HISTORICAL SITE. what the hell. so, in order to prevent my blog from becoming one, i finally decided to update! weet:)

actually. tons and tons of things happened. there were HAPPY ones, as well as DISHEARTENING ones. perhaps, its true when people say "GOD is fair. when you gain something, you will in turn lose something else" its the second time already! and sadly, i didnt learn from my mistake from the first time. MAYBE, people like me dont even deserve having a second chance.

OKAY. shant talk about the sad stuffs. lets move on to the HAPPY:) ones.

IM FINALLY 18!!!

actually, it has been almost a month plus since i turned 18! haha. but. well, i was seriously TOO BUSY to update my blog and talk about my birthday celebrations. moreover, some of the pics taken havent been sent to me yet (actually, only HUIQING). but well, i think i will just post those photos i have now with me, i think by the time i wait for HUIQING to send me hers, perhaps, its already cmas.

but. i dont really feel like blogging on my birthday celebrations and stuffs. too tedious. maybe some other time when im really feel and in the mood to blog about the few birthday celebrations i had for my 18TH BIRTHDAY. next time ya:)

basically. nothing much happened today. just woke up early and came online. suddenly remembered its really TIME to update my blog. and here i am, writing crap. maybe its bcos i havent been blogging for a long long time...

i'l be back with more INTERESTING entries, I PROMISE

60 things most girls dont know.

2008-01-31T18:50:00.000+08:00

received this email from XINYI, YONGXIN and WEIQING. seems pretty true. but. im not a guy, so i dont really know. guys, do you all think these are true? :))

1) "Hey, are you busy?" or ''Are you doing something?'' are two phrases guys start with to stop from stammering on the phone
2) guys may be FLIRTING around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about
3) before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there arent awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes
4) guys go CRAZY over a girl's smile
5) guys will do ANYTHING just to get you to notice him
6) guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method
7) a guy who likes you wants to be the ONLY GUY you talk to
8) boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved
9) dont talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend
10) guys get JEALOUS easily
11) guys are more EMOTIONAL than they'd like people to think
12) giving a guy a hanging message like 'you know what? uh...nevermind...' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. and he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it outg
13) guys are good FLATTERERS when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like
14) guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. so they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. but it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway
15) girls are guys' weaknesses
16) guys are very open about themselves
17) its good to test a guy first before you trust him. but dont let him wait too long
18) your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being ADMIRED by your boyfriend
19) if a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. you dont need to give advice
20) a usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you
21) guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships
22) guys will brag about anything
23) guys use words like HOT or CUTE to describe girls. we rarely use beautiful. if a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot
24) no matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, PERSONALITY is key
25) guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience
26) guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped
27) guys think WAY too much. one small thing a girl does, even if she doesnt notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant
28) guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused
29) any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships
30) try to be as straightforward as possible
31) if the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl
32) if a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside
33) when a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. guys rarely say that
34) when a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, ''please come and listen to me.''
35) guys dont really have final decisions
36) if a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. it doesnt happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up
37) if your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably JEALOUS and likes you
38) when a guy tells you that you are beautiful, dont say you arent. it makes them want to stop telling you because they dont want you to disagree with them
39) when a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something
40) guys like femininity not feebleness
41) guys dont like girls who punch harder than they do
42) a guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes
43) dont be a snob. guys can be intimidated and give up easily
44) everything in moderation. put on makeup, wear perfume. just not too much
45) guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys
46) guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more
47) if you are going to reject a guy, just do it. dont say they are like a brother or just good friends, IT HURTS EVEN MORE. tell them that you arent interested in a relationship and they will respect you
48) guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
49) a guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day
50) no guy can handle all his problems on his own. he's just too stubborn to admit it
51) not all guys are assholes. just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us
52) we dont like girls who are too skinny
53) we love it when girls talk about their boobs
54) always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy. like wheather its a one time deal or not
55) believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to. it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours.
56) when a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
57) even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
58) guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it. it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
59) guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. even if he doesnt intend to it will happen. know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that. after you let him know a couple times.
60) when a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
61) guys hate SLUTS even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah. you're not 'popular' if you've slept with more than 6 guys. you're a HOE)

is it true? hmmm. i wonder...

happy third anniversary.

2008-01-30T11:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED THIRD ANNIVERSARY TO PSJYQ!!!

EVERYONE ACTUALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT! like what YVONNE smsed. how could we! everyone forgot about it except LEETING! omg. omg. anyway. BETTER LATE THAN NEVER right?

btw. if you are like wondering what PSJYQ is. it is the name of a group of really DIFFERENT, SPECIAL and CRAZY girls. we may all be different from each other, but each of us are really UNIQUE and SPECIAL IN OUR OWN WAYS. and. perhaps, its the difference in all 10 of us that drew us all together as one. like what people say, UNLIKE POLES ATTRACT. its so true in our case! yes. we are all so different from one another but surprisingly, we all came together as one and became friends!

all of us were all previously from jurongville concert band. but because of an incident, we met, came together and decided to be friendsforever. PSJYQ actually stands for panseh.jiangyiqi (讲义气）. sounds stupid? WE DONT GIVE A DAMN! we chose this name because three years ago (28jan), all of us went for a band concert. on the way home from laupatsat. we practically ran when we thought it was the last train! and because of this, those who ran faster go up the first train, leaving the rest behind. so. the first group who got up the first train was the PS group because we actually left the rest behind and got up the train. the other group was the JYQ group because they actually waited for those who couldnt run.

was i the PS group or JYQ group? haha. not going to tell you!

that. was how the whole group formed. and actually, i really thank god for that day and that incident. if not, i wouldnt have got myself A GROUP OF FRIENDS THAT ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.

to PSJYQ:
i am really really blessed to have all of you, to be there for me in good times and bad times. i know i havent been a real good friend and person. i know i have quite a big ego. and i know im a very prideful person. i always throw my "princess" temper around and im like forever emo-ing. i can still remember the huifang being hospitalised incident! and eversince then, i have been reminding myself never to let history repeat itself. i ask for all of your forgiveness for all the mistakes ive done. im trying my utmost best to be a better friend and person. i just want all of you to know that all of you, each and everyone of you is really very very very important to me. although there are times when we might get into small arguments over minor things like where to go for dinner and stuffs, at the end of the day, all of us know that we mean alot to each other. thanks for being there when i was at my lowest and letting me feel that its okay to lose someone but to gain a group of friends. i know we still do have internal conflicts and i really hope that in this new third year, all our internal conflicts will be resolved and all of us will be back to normal again. let us all work together towards our 4th, 5th, 6th and many many many years, okay? i hope that even when we have all grown up, we will still be celebrating our anniversay, perhaps with our boyfriends, husbands or children! thanks for always being there for me and thanks for being that special group in my life. PSJYQ, i love you all :)

evidences to our 3years strong friendship!

yvonne's 18th birthday.

cmas celebration at kaining's.

band grad 2006.

band grad 2005.

thailand trip.

my best overseas trip, ever.

istana.

bbq. nouxian and daph's birthday.

muscial night.

huifang's birthday?

band concert.

our very first neoprint together.

28jan2005. the day our story started.

collage.

im sick :((

2008-01-29T15:20:00.000+08:00

chinese medicine. ewww.

i didnt finish the whole course. waste of money :x

my first set of medicine.

medicine from the second trip to another doctor.

third set of medicine for THROAT INFLAMMATION.
see how sick i am. u can send or give me a GET WELL SOON sms or call! :)
my mc.

UNFIT FOR SCHOOL FOR 2DAYS!

IM FINALLY UPDATING MY BLOG!!!

at last. im finally back! I DONT WANT THIS PRECIOUS BLOG OF MINE TO DIE!!! so before it does, i MUST UPDATE, UPDATE AND UPDATE! some of my friends have been complaining that i havent been updating my blog. its not that i dont want to, but. I HAVE BEEN REALLY REALLY BUSY! down with projects and the weekly PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTING TESTS, omg, i dont even have the time to watch teebee la. sad. but nevermind, im updating now! HURRAY!

sad case. actually, i can update today because im down with 2days mc! poor thing right? my health hasnt been very good this year lors. about 3weeks ago, one morning i woke up with a terrible sore throat and started coughing badly for the next few days. it became so bad that i had no choice but to make a trip to the doc's. i think my classmates in school esp people like YIXIAN, MINGHUI and the rest knows how BAD was my BAD. it was so terrible that my family members was worried that it might be the start of another ASTHMA RELAPSE.

so after my first CAT lesson, my dad brought me to a chinese sinseh near mI. sorry, but ive never believe in chinese medicine. and this, didnt prove me wrong too. the sinseh said that my cough was nothing serious, just because i had a sensitive throat. GO AND DIE CAN? i was like coughing so badly and you said its nothing serious? she gave me powered medicine and i tried, but to no avail.

so after a few days, i had no choice but to make a trip to the clinic near my house. bcos they had a record of my last recent ASTHMA RELAPSE. so i went, took the medicine and was issued a day's mc.

the next morning, my family told me to go to our family doctor cos my condition wasnt improving, instead, it was deteriorating badly. so i went and the whole cycle repeated. another day's mc.

the next day. i went to school and thought that everything was back to normal. but, sadly, it didnt.

i didnt listen to the doctor's instructions and paid no attention to my diet. they advised me against taking spicy or fried food. but, i didnt take the instruction seriously. and ate as normal. i had spicy food from my school's canteen, CHOCOLATE CHEESE CAKE and CHICKEN CUTLET for my friends' birthdays and LAKSA from my most favourite stall! and all these were the cause of what happened 3days ago.

my throat started worsening. it was a little sore from my previous bad cough. and after all the yummy but POISONOUS food, it became so bad that i could hardly talk on sun(27/1). i cant even sleep that very night cos each time i swallowed my saliva, it hurt so much that i was awaken from my sleep! try swallow 2STREPSILS at a go, that was how i feel when swallowing food, water and saliva! HURT LIKE HELL! so on monday, like what EDWARD said, i was practically mumbling. so last night, i had no choice but to see a doctor, again...

doctor said i had a TERRIBLE AND SERIOUS THROAT INFLAMMATION. my whole throat's practically red and swollen. thats why its affecting my speech. i cant talk normally. kept on mumbling, cos i cant open my mouth too big. dots. and, the swell's worst on my left side of the throat, thats why, even my left ear was affected, cos its linked. whenever i swallowed something, my throat and left ear hurt like crazy! omg. ITS PRACTICALLY HELL! luckily, the medicine was effective, after my 2nd course, i can now swallow things normally. hopefully, i will be almost fully recovered on thursday when i return to school.

better take care of my health this year. 4days mc at the start of the year isnt something good for me, who hasnt taken mc since p2? take care, take care :))

a new start.

2008-01-09T15:49:00.000+08:00

FIRST ENTRY POST FOR YEAR 2008!

o...kay. i know. its going to be more than a week into the new year. yet. ONLY NOW then im writing my very first post for the new year! omg. i must have been too busy. IN FACT, i really am! before i start complaining about my schoolwork and stuffs, let me talk about how i actually spent my last day of twenty o seven!

actually. wanted to blog about the whole of 31DEC. but realised its alittle too lame to talk about it. BASICALLY. i just went to MARINA BAY to watch fireworks lors. yarhs. my family was four of the thousands there. my dad parked his car at CHINATOWN POINT and we walked there. wise choice! cos. its not crowded there and it isnt far! perhaps. 20mins walk? went there. walked to the bridge, chose a good spot and waited. and at 12 SHARP, the whole event started! what can i say about the whole thing. just.

"GREAT MUSIC. GREAT AMBIENCE. GREAT FIREWORKS"!!!

the aftermath was chaotic! people and cars cant move! the road was supposed to be closed from 8pm till 2am and bcos the whole thing was too chaotic for the police to handle. they had no choice but to open the road just after the fireworks. its was DAMN dangerous la! but the cool-est thing is. after the fireworks, almost everyone was WALKING ON THE ROAD! first time i see so many people walking on the road and even when the cars honked, they DONT GIVE A DAMN and carry on walking.

but. this year's countdown fireworks is really really NICE! although perhaps, its not as nice compared to other country's but i personally feel, its really UP TO STANDARD! im so so so going to go again end of this year! :))

uh oh. was supposed to blog about my first week in school but i ended up typing such a long post on my last day of twenty o seven. dots. maybe i'l blog again tonight!

byebye! :)

women, as explained by engineers.

2007-12-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

received this email from junrong.

quite interesting.

shall blog about my today, tomorrow ba.

cos everything's linked.

dont understand?

nevermind.

read my entry tomorrow then!

WOMEN AS EXPLAINED BY ENGINEERS

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

小情歌

2007-12-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

(this entry was meant to be posted on 26dec 2007)

if only LOVE was so true and real. "我愛你"

the first time i watched this, i cried so much till my eyes swelled. its true. im not exaggerating. i can still remember, the first time i came across this mv was that very time, one of the hardest period in my entire life. almost everything and anything came tumbling down on me. and this mv somehow just attracted me. at that point of time, i thought, perhaps, my life might be somewhat similar to the mv's.

i was just too silly and naive, perhaps, a little too much.

i dreamt of him last night again. yes. im referring to, ruisheng.

(if you are not really interested in my personal relationship, you can consider clicking on the X at the top right hand corner now)

its another dream whereby everything felt so real, the words we said, our feelings and expressions, everything seemed so real. and once again, i thought, at last, what ive always wished for had come true. but. its another... DREAM.

when i woke up and realise that everything was a dream, tears started flowing down. if you are someone who have known me for a long time, you will definitely find me very foolish and silly. yarhs. i know. even me, myself find myself FOOLISH AND SILLY! it has been 2years, going to 3. and yet, i still cant move on.

perhaps, to the people around me. it seemed as if i have forgotten everything and moved on in life. but, the truth is, I CANT, AND HAVE NOT.

i also dont know why. perhaps, im that kinda of person who 一辈子, 只會喜歡一个人 ba. urms. okay, you can puke for all you want. but, the truth is, I HAVENT MET A GUY WHO CAN TRULY IMPRESS ME AND MAKE ME 心动. but, of course la, i know what kind of girl i am, NEITHER PRETTY NOR HAS CHARACTER.

honestly, im already very grateful to GOD for letting me meet ruisheng. many nice people, in their entire life, they dont even get the chance to enter a relationship. or, there are others, who may have many relationships, but none of them is real, or turned out well. so, if i were to compare myself with others, IM ALREADY A LUCKY GIRL! i know how to count my blessings and thus, i feel very contended already. heee.

i admit, im still waiting. for what, i also dont know. ruisheng already has a girlfriend, but here i am, still holding on those meaningless past. im just so useless! but. there are things in life which are beyond control. perhaps, to me, its this. afterall, 1year10months de memories,不是说忘记就能忘记的. till now, i still cant bear to delete our past smses and stuffs, i also dont know why do i still want to keep them for.

sometimes, i just hope that i will just bump into him on the street. many a time, i will even take a longer bus journey home from jvs area hoping to see him near his granny's house. im so useless! even when the train stops at dover, i will try to look out to see if i might see him. oh my god, what in the world am i doing... but, honestly, i really hope to meet him one day, i really do.

perhaps, both of us may really meet. by then, maybe both of us have already grown up and may just say 'hi' then. like any other friends. as if nothing ever happened between us before. perhaps, perhaps, perhaps, our story will just end that way.

if given a chance, i really wish to know "what was he thinking of that time?"

hongkong photos.

2007-12-16T18:32:00.000+08:00

I HAVE UPLOADED THE HONGKONG TRIP 2007 PHOTOS!

please visit http://picasaweb.google.com/wendi18/Hongkong2007 to view the photos. enjoy :)

friday.

2007-12-15T02:20:00.000+08:00

was supposed to meet yuancheng, benjamin and michelle.

i really cant make it. IM SORRY.

met up with LOUISA they all. and that includes LOUISA, YONGXIN, JOANNE, FITRI and of course JIALING. fitri and jialing come together you see.

we had our dinner at fareast. a small little shop called DELICACY something. the food was, okay okay only, incomparable to what i had in hongkong. ooops.

after which, we shopped around and initially i wanted to get my "HEELS" which i have been wanting to get ages ago. but, eventually, i made a wasted trip. i wasnt in my top form for shopping. pretty tired after sleeping for 12hrs plus. heee.

walked to HEEREN as JOANNE wanted to get a pair of slippers from N.U.M. so. yarhs, we went there.

no size, so we made our way to CINELEISURE. and before i forget,

THE CMAS LIGHTINGS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!

and i suddenly thought of how i spent last cmas with weiqing.

urms... okay, that wasnt neccessary. BUT. we are still great friends now la. he's happy with his BLISS and im happy with my life. and, WE ARE STILL GOOD FRIENDS!

after cineleisure, we all made our way home.

im still so impressed by the cmas decorations in orchard! so romantic and beautiful... :)

first day out.

2007-12-13T02:10:00.000+08:00

at last. IM OUT OF MY HOUSE!

okay. before i start, i really have no idea what happened to my previous entry. something went wrong with its paragraph-ing. intially. huifang helped me fix it. but, bcos of my itchy hands, the problem came back.

anyway.

if you are someone whos keen in reading my blog, i dont think you will mind about the paragraph problem right? if IT did disturb you in any way, by all means, DONT READ! well. a blog is first and foremost for me to keep track of what i do everyday, whether or not alot of people read it, honestly, i dont give a damn.

i dont blog for a living ya.

but of course, i will try my utmost best to make my blog interesting and easy to read for those DEAR friends of mine. those who are really interested in my life and wants to be updated about what im doing.

okay, i will try to work out the paragraph problem okay? at least for my friends.

shall start blogging about my first day out eversince coming back from hk.

decided to go out with YIXIAN they all as, like what YIXIAN said.

"you are always out with your two other groups except your mI friends."

so. like any other ordinary human, i DO feel bad about it and thus, i decided to go out with them today.

met YIXIAN and AARON at starbucks.ps and, as usual, i was late. EDWARD, HAROLD and CAROL came soon after i reached and the whole group went to ps to see if we can have our dinner at any nice restaurants.

after much discussion, we decided on "MANHANTTEN FISH MARKET". if that is how you spell it.

the place's so similar to "FISH AND CO." la! not much of a diff. perhaps some different dishes here and there. as for the rest, its almost the same.

after which, we, as in me, YIXIAN, AARON, EDWARD and LOUIS made our way down to PARADIZ CENTRE. they wanted to have shisha.

for further details, please go to yixian.s http://wearingmylingeries.blogspot.com/ cos i dont see the need to reblog everything that yixian had already blogged.

to end, i really didnt regret going out with them. :)

im back!

2007-12-12T03:13:00.000+08:00

IM BACK FROM HONGKONG!

urms. actually i came back on 9 dec's morning 1205, DAYS ago. and if you asked me why i actually went to remember the time, well, it was announced the minute the plane landed at CHANGI INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT. at last, im finally back home. and like the saying goes, "HOME IS STILL THE BEST!". well. although ive been back for days, i couldnt blog as i totally had no idea what to blog about! if im going to upload the hundred(i think) over photos, i think i might have to go without sleep for days. so. eventually i decided to just blog first and worry about the photos next time. if you dont believe how MANY photos we took, just scoll to the bottom. its scary!

"WELCOME TO THE FAMILY OF CAMWHORE-ING!" :)

dilemma. dilemma. dilemma.

ANYWAY. before im really that free to upload all the hundred over photos, let me talk about the day before and during my hongkong trip.

30 nov.

got up and started getting ready to meet JINGCHUN in the afternoon. was supposed to meet her at around 4plus to watch FRED CLAUS. so. as usual, i was slightly late. discussed with YVONNE through sms about JINGCHUN's birthday. i was craving for ice-cream that day and thus, i suggested SWENSONS. the whole plan was done through sms and it was so impromptu that we didnt have time to get everyone else to be involve in the discussion. little did i know that this little plan of mine would make some people in our group unhappy. im really really so utterly sorry about it.

met up with JINGCHUN and caught FRED CLAUS together. it must have been AGES since the both of us last caught a movie together. if im not wrong, the last movie both of us watched together was... "SWING GIRLS"?

omg. IT REALLY HAD BEEN AGES!

celebrated JINGCHUN's birthday at SWENSONS with YVONNE and afterwhich, we made our way home.

sometimes, a sweet and quiet birthday can be equally nice.

1 dec.

went home and had such a LONG CHAT with YVONNE through the phone. and i realised. much as both of us wanted to talk to each other, time doesnt permit us to do so! after the the long phone chat then only i found out that there were so many time both of us wanted to talk to each other on the phone about how each other is doing and stuff, we were just too busy to do so!

its sad right?

after the long phone chat, we managed to be updated on each other's life and well, after so long, eventually, i told YVONNE about the problem that had been disturbing me for the past few days.

im so glad to have that phone talk and of course, to have a soul mate like YVONNE. if there's one person who knows me best in this world, i guess, it has got to be YVONNE. THANKS YVONNE! :)

went online after the phone chat as i had already decided not so sleep that night. as my plane the next day was at around 6plus! which also meant the whole family got to be at the airport by 4plus!

i surfed, surfed and surfed.

grandma was the first to wake up and short after, my aunt called. telling me to wake my parents up as it was already 3! and guess what. i just told my aunt that my parents will know when to wake up.

but.sadly. they did not. everyone was late! and my dad actually blamed me for not waking the whole family up!

and so. we rushed... and were on the way to the airport...

photos showing how freaking many photos my family took.

i LOVE sorting out my photos.

see what i mean.

of course i will have a folder for the hundred over photos.

dont believe what i said. look at the scrollbar. this is only 1 page!

a picture speaks a thousand words.

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girls out loud!

2007-11-29T02:12:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF CAT! I MADE IT!

finally. CAT ended. well. i ADMIT i was pretty happy initially. cos. this course is so TOUGH! tough as in, not its content but how you go about having the lessons and tests! waking up at 7plus everyday is NOT EASY, you know. okay, at least for me. and having DAILY TESTS pratically killed me. but.

I MADE IT!

it was quite saddening till the end of the lesson though. when ANDY showed us that powerpoint slide he made. it was so MOTIVATING, yet SAD. yarhs. i almost cried.

went to LOUISA's house after CAT. was so WORRIED on the way there. i was so scared that both of us will have 冷场! its quite saddening though. i might actually have 冷场 with a 4yr friend! sad. honestly. like what i told YONGXIN, the only person im not afraid of going out alone with is... YVONNE! heee. cos. WE JUST HAVE SO MUCH CRAP TO TALK ABOUT! too much actually. :)

but things turned out quite alright. went to have lunch at a nearby hawker centre after that. and haha. guess who i met! NO! not ruisheng! haha. but i met his ex-classmate, ZHI HUI! omg. some past memories did came back when i saw him. it has been ages since i last saw him! omg.

reached hc and order food. and i actually ordered FISHBALL NOODLES! cos. haha. i was scared i might accidentally eat something wrong and upset my tummy. which will in turn result in an UPSETTING OVERSEAS TRIP. okay. call me PARANOID. but. i really hasnt have FISHBALL NOODLES in years! its. too un-interesting. haha. can i use that to describe food? hmmm.

took a train down to CITY HALL to get to PENINSULA PLAZA to get my skinny jeans. and. to my surprise. i found pp quite INTERESTING! the things they sell there. urms. quite cheap and good. but too bad, they did not have the skinny jeans i wanted. so hais. gotta go to BUGIS then. too bad.

LOUISA AND I WALKED TO BUGIS FROM PENINSULA PLAZA!

called tianshui to ask how to walk as neither me nor louisa had any idea of getting to bugis from pp. urms. but. the help we got from tianshui... no comment. well. we reached BUGIS, eventually! it sure felt like an adventure and both of us did have a great sense of satisfaction after that! so happy!

shopped around bugis street and junction and went back to bugis street after a while in junction. it was a FRUITFUL trip i must say, as i finally got my grey skinney jeans! I CAN WEAR IT TO THE AIRPORT!

met up with YONGXIN after a while and we continued shopping. till our legs ache. went to mAc to take a break before starting the second part of shopping. haha. I SUDDENLY FEEL THAT GIRLS REALLY SERIOUSLY ENJOY SHOPPING! maybe.

MOE CAN CONSIDER USING SHOPPING INSTEAD OF NAPFA TO GAUGE A STUDENT'S FITTNESS LEVEL! i think the passing rate will be so much better!

can someone please write a letter to moe for me? please? :)

boring day.

2007-11-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

slacked the whole day today. well. SUNDAYS are meant to be REST DAYS. am i wrong? I DARE YOU TO TELL ME OFF! haha.

watched tv d whole day and okay. i DID do some packing, for my trip. okay. it sure does sound alittle unconvincing. but hey, looking back. i DID watch tv the whole day. OH MY GOD!

nothing interesting happened today. and since nothing interesting happened. i shall upload some interesting pics. let me make things clear. THESE PICS ARE PURELY FOR ENTERTAINMENT AND NOTHING ELSE. i personally feel that this pics are interesting, but if you dont. there is nothing i can do, really. so. enjoy... weet!

global warming

latest grill accessories. these are a must have!

tattoo of the year

good reason to wear pjamas to bed!

boy genius

the ass family

how to handle a problem neighbour

how was your cereal this morning?

this will make you smile

another hair trim day.

2007-11-24T17:12:00.000+08:00

woah. LOTS of things happened today. an extremely packed day. but. yupps. I LOVE IT! if you still dontknow this part of me, let me tell you. I LOVE BEING BUSY WITH AN EXTREMELY PACKED SCHEDULE!

here goes...

woke up early today cos dady already told me ystd that we are going to go out pretty early. made our way down to the temple at BUGIS, i thinked its called KUAN IM TONG. yupps. there were so many people! i DO go to that temple pretty often. to pray for somethings. but. i dont really get to see so many people there on normal days. well. ystd was the 15th you see. went to the building near the temple to have our lunch and yups. i ordered LAKSA. time passes so fast yarhs? ive been going to the place since i was a child, really. and now. looking back, ive actually been frequent-ing that place for like almost 10years plus? ohmygod.

after that, we made our way down to MARINA SQUARE to get new luggages for this upcoming HONGKONG trip. as in the family, whenever we go overseas, we will borrow luggages from each other. HOWEVER, this time, THE WHOLE FAMILY IS GOING OVERSEAS! so yarhs, there is sadly, a lack of luggages to be used. that is why, we need to get new ones this time!

I SAW WENG XIN XIA!
saw her while i was in marina square's JOHN LITTLE. was really very shocked when i saw her there. cos, i really have no idea that xinxia's working at the marina square's branch. anyway. just hope that she will work hard and that she will make more friends there. cos i understand how hard it is for someone to travel a long way to go to work and that there is hardly anyone she knows there! the feeling... sucks. so. i just hope that xinxia will try to do so and make more friends there. so she will be HAPPIER working there.

shopped around marina square but sadly, we didnt managed to get the luggage that dady wanted. so we were left with no choice but to go down to SUNTEC to check if the place actually have the luggage dady wanted.

by the way I SAW SOME SHOES FROM TINKERBELL AND A BLOUSE ALL AT MARINA SQUARE! oh my god! i swear im going to get them sometime, next month? haha.

met my aunt's friends aunty ros and julie at carrefour. went there. checked and left that place with nothing but food. haha. made our way to bukit batok to visit my grandpa as... something happened. i really dont think i should type it out here. its just... old people problem. hais.

after that. went to SHIRLEY MAH's to trim my hair. I CUT MY FRINGE!!! want to see it? well.

no good cam phone=no photos=if you want to see=BUY A NEW HANDPHONE FOR ME!

well well. wendi. continue dreaming. anyway. im REALLY going to change my handphone already. so if you want to be a good friend, INTRODUCE SOME GOOD CAMERA PHONE TO ME!

went to bukitpangjang plaza for dinner and yes. at the end of the day, we got the luggage we wanted. hasnt been to bbp for YEARS and i do admit, i did feel a little emo going back to that place. afterall, that place did hold some memories for me.

that's all. pretty boring yarhs? hoping to start revising for CAT tonight! IM GOING TO DO MY BEST FOR THE MOCK EXAM, even if i dont get to sit for the actual exam at expo on the 7th. sigh...

random post.

2007-11-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

just a random post to talk about how i spent last friday.

had CAT from 9m-1pm, 2pm-6pm. well. that was the STATED time. which. yarhs. made everyone feel very sian the moment we entered lR1 cos, ITS GOING TO BE SUCH A FREAKING LONG DAY!

nothing interesting happened during the lessons though. everything went on as usual, like any other CAT lessons. but as we finished one of the units faster than expected, thus, we were allowed to have an earlier lunch break! haha. SO HAPPY!

afterwhich, we went back and continued our lessons. lesson was okay but whenever i think of the CAT examination, i will go... hais.

went home and was about to leave for LOUISA's house for our weekly meeting when i suddenly received a msg from LOUISA saying that the meeting's cancelled. so i was left with no choice but to stay at home. msg-ed DAPHNE they all asking them if they are interested in watching "ENCHANTED". but. the response i got was... urms.

actually. its okay larhs. ive already more or less expected the outcome. so. i wasnt really affected. really. haha.

chatted with TIANSHUI on the phone at night because of some weird stuffs. honestly speaking, i really dontknow why on the earth will we hit it off so well. luck maybe? like what i said, i really DONTKNOW.

basically. that was all. =)

somehow. the feeling arent there anymore.

2007-11-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

somehow. the feeling isnt there anymore.

have you ever come across somethings that used to matter so much in the past, but not anymore now? have you?

went to jurong entertainment centre yesterday. was supposed to meet JOANNE they all 230 at je library. but. bcos CAT ended early. i decided to have my lunch at jEc on my own first before meeting them. while walking towards jEc from je int station thinking of what to have for lunch, i suddenly though of it. the thought of not lunching there for ages made me crave for it much more. and so. i slowly made my way there. i slowly walked towards... KOBAYASHI.

it really had been ages since i last lunched there. the moment i stepped into the place, i admit, memories started flowing back.

i ordered salmon rice and sat down to eat. perhaps, i was alone, which made me think of the past even more. i slowly enjoyed my salmon rice and to my dismay, the taste had changed. the food no longer taste good.

the place hasnt changed a bit, the people were still the same, the menu remained the same, the food was still the same, but, somehow, the feeling isnt there anymore. something felt different, but i cant figure out what was it. was it because this time, im lunching there, alone, without him?

i felt disturbed. the feeling i had then was, beyond description. it felt kinda weird. in a relationship, you start off well, but when you lost it, you have no choice but to move on. and so you did, you moved on, started meeting new people, experiencing new things. and years later, you suddenly go back to where you started, what kind of feeling will you have?

its pretty saddening. sometimes, i really hope time will reach a standstill. if given a choice, i really hope time will...

met DAPHNE and her friend. was pretty shocked when i heard someone call out my name. call me crazy, but it sure felt like, when you are getting sad over how your life has changed over the past few years, GOD suddenly let you bump into a special friend. its like telling you, "dont get too sad, you still have your friends". heee.

chatted alittle with DAPHNE and made my way to je library. saw ANDREA and her boyfriend entering je library. haha. nothing really happened after that. went to je library, waited for JOANNE, LOUISA and YONGXIN. when they reached, we made our way to jEc's McD as we felt uncomfortable studying in the library.

we studied till about 730 before making our way home. =)

interesting self-test.

2007-11-19T19:00:00.000+08:00

saw this interesting email sent by YONGXIN. ITS JUST A TEST, so no need to get too serious about it ya? urms. its in chinese and quite chim somemore. to those who dont understand chinese, urms. too bad lo! =)

灵的一封信喔！
每个测验的选项都很让人哭笑不得！
而且也很难选！可是又觉得非常地好笑
如果你(你)想交个男女朋友的话那可别错过了唷!

1.哪种情况你能接受呢？
早上醒来后，突然发现...
A.发现自己全身赤裸睡在通往学校的路上。
B.隔壁睡着全身一丝不挂的怪老头。
【解答】∶你对异性的要求
A.你希望他能尊重你心里的感受。当你发生事情需要帮忙时，他能够在身边守护你、温柔地对你。发现你光着身体睡着了，马上帮你披上衣服并温柔地对你说「会着凉唷！」
B.你是个很重视外表的人，你希望你喜欢的他懂得如何装扮自己，而且必须很有品味，跟他走在一起要不失你的面子，最好大家都能对你露出钦羡的眼光，这样的你小心遇人不淑。

2.你会选哪一种男女朋友？
A.一年只能与他相会5分钟。
B.一年里他分分秒秒都待在你身边。
【解答】:
A.你选择了一年只能相聚５分钟的情人，天啊！你真是如此冷漠的人吗？其实不然，你如果喜欢上一个人，会愿意与他一起奋斗，即使再苦也心甘情愿，你是个很重感情的织女。
B.连上厕所也要心爱的他陪伴在你身旁，外表看来好象感情很浓密，但这其实不过是表面罢了。当你单恋他时热情如火，但正式交往后热情马上就冷却了，可以说是非常善变的人。

3.想成为童话故事中的哪位女主角？
A.大家叫都叫不醒的睡美人。
B.最后被大野狼吃掉的小红帽。
【解答】∶你的失恋型态为何？
A.你的个性相当内向，即使你已经将告白情书写好了，还是不敢寄出去，结果准备送他的巧克力都放到过期了。只敢远远地看着他，整天胡思乱想，再不行动的话，真的要失恋了。
B.只要你喜欢上某人，绝对会马上告白，而且还整天跟着他，甚至自告奋勇要照顾他的生活起居。也不管对方对你是何种感觉，只要自己喜欢就放手做，这样小心会被对方讨厌。

4.如果你会选哪一个？
A.吃食人鱼大餐。
B.让食人鱼请客。
【解答】∶遇人不淑的可能性
A.你是个头脑相当清楚，不容易被旁人左右的人。社交能力佳，个性也非常随和，马上就能跟任何人打成一片，不过，你绝对不会让自己掉进危险的环境里，很懂得要如何保护自己。
B.当有异性要追求你时，你的外表也许会故意装成一副有所矜持的样子，但其实你的心里早已非常雀跃。等对方再灌点迷汤，你就会飘飘然，最后完全忘了自己的立场而任人摆布。

5.你宁愿选择以下哪一种情况？
A.每次男朋友只要看着你的脸，就会噗嗤大笑。
B.你只要一看到男朋友的脸，就会忍不住要捧腹大笑。
【解答】∶阻碍恋情的情结
A.你对自己很没有自信，你是不是经常在问自己「怎么可能会是我？」。对于爱情的态度相当消极，就算有喜欢的人也不敢向他告白。实每个人都有他自己的长处，你要乐观一点。
B.你是个个性好胜、又自信满满的人，根本不把与你相同年龄的男孩子放在眼里，总觉得他们很幼稚，其实你有一点恋父情结倾向，会喜欢上老师或学长，将来会和年长男性谈恋爱。

6.你们第一次约会的时候发生了什么事情？
A.他的裤子掉了。
B.你的裙子掉了。
【解答】∶约会时发生的失误状况！
A.你是不是每次约会时，都不知道该穿什么衣服好呢？他喜欢红色，但今天你的幸运色是蓝色....，每次都犹豫半天，还是做不了决定，所以每次约会都迟到，小心哪天他不等你了。
B.你是个相当自我的人，从来不在意他人的感受。明知他喜欢复古的打扮，你却将自己打扮成庞克女郎赴约，让他觉得好失望。如果你再这样下去的话，他可是会离你远去的喔!

7.以下两种情形，你会选择哪一种？
A.一个星期都动弹不得。
B.整整失眠一个星期。
【解答】∶你是自由恋爱派？还是相亲派？
A.你是属于相亲派，因为你很怕麻烦，觉得靠自己找对象不保险，万一被骗了，受伤的人是自己，透过相亲的话至少能掌握对方的状况与家世背景，遇人不淑的可能性就可降低。
B.你是标准的自由恋爱派，认为只有自己才最清楚自己喜欢什么样的人，你会努力地寻找人生伴侣，就连睡觉作梦时也在想这件事。一旦发现理想对象马上展开行动，掳获他的心。

8.你会选哪个？
A.你上厕所时被他看到了。
B.他上厕所时被你看到了。
【解答】∶找出你的色情程度
A.只要一看到杂志上的色情报导，或是看到电视上的一些亲热镜头，你就会不自觉地脸红害羞。在异性眼中的你是个纯情派，但其实你早就有过这些亲热体验，只是不说出来罢了。
B.随着年龄的增长，你对于这方面的事会更加感兴趣。你会看相关杂志、书籍吸收知识，所以难免会被人误以为你非常好色。但其实你只是知道而已，却从未有过这方面的经验。

9.一定要选其中一个当男朋友的话，你会选谁？
A.身高40公尺的超人。
B.身高15公分的一寸法师。
【解答】∶会跟什么样的人结婚呢？
A.你的未来老公，应该是个值得依赖的人，个性稳重、能保护软弱的你，他的年纪应该会大你很多，且事业有成，足够让你拥有幸福安稳的生活。
B.你的未来老公会是个可爱的大男孩，有点小任性，喜欢向你撒娇，你就象他的妈妈一般地对他照顾的无微不至，他的年纪应该是比你小。

10、如果你是一个合成的人，你会选择下列哪一个？
A.大猩猩的脸，藤原纪香的身材。
B.松岛菜菜子的脸，企鹅的身材。
【解答】∶你是个花心的人吗？
A.你是个好色女，当男性追求你时，虽然嘴里说不行，但是你的手却紧紧握着他的手。就算结婚了，若有人想追求你，还是会移情别恋。
B.在其他异性面前你的态度都是非常自然，可以跟他们谈笑风生，难免会让人以为你是个花心少女。其实你的心中只有他，不会变心。

11.你会选择下列哪一种录影机？
A.只能快速放映的录影机。
B.只能慢速播放的录影机。
【解答】∶你会在何时结婚？
A.你是超积极的行动派，只要找到意中人，就会马上摒除所有的障碍，只想跟他生活在一起，很有可能在２２岁左右就嫁为人妇了。
B.你是属于小心谨慎派，就算已经有了心上人，也不会马上急着结婚。你认为必须等到彼此了解后再谈婚事，因此可能会错过好机会。

12.如果一定要给男朋友吃其中一种的药的话，你会让他吃以下哪一种？
A.一吃就会放屁放个不停的药。
B.一吃就会流鼻涕流不停的药。
【解答】∶将来你会是怎样的太太？
A.你是先生的开心果，每天都会为家人制造出许多欢乐，虽然你的个性有点迷糊，不过会是一个惹人疼爱的好太太。
B.你有一点阴险，表面上对先生好象唯命是从，但却经常在背地里骂他是大笨蛋，这样的你很有可能成为恶妻唷！

13.你会选择哪一个？
A.被吸血鬼吸血。
B.喝吸血鬼的血。
【解答】∶夫妻吵架是什么状况？
A.你是个相当固执的人，一旦吵架了，就一整个星期都不跟他说话，也不会做饭给他吃，甚至连正眼也不会看他，就象梅雨季一样，会继续冷战好久好久。
B.你们一旦吵架了，家里一定是杯盘满天飞，满地都是碎玻璃，你还会大声对骂，不过暴风雨马上就过去了。骂完后就将东西收拾一下，就好象没事发生般。

14.你宁愿选择下列哪一种很糗的情形？
A.站在隔壁班同学的面前大喊「给我麦香鱼和小可！」
B.在麦当劳柜台前大喊「我要台北到高雄的自强号两张！」
【解答】∶你的小孩个性如何？
A.你将来小孩的个性非常的乖巧、服从，不过就是有点太内向了，总是给人软弱好欺负的感觉。
B.将来你的孩子非常活泼好动，对你来说，教育孩子的工作会相当辛苦，你经常要扯着喉咙骂他们。

15.你会选择哪个游戏玩？
A.在火山岩浆中冲浪。
B.撑遮阳伞从高空降落。
【解答】∶你们的休闲活动是？
A.你们都喜欢运动式的休闲活动，平常会相偕去打打网球、游游泳或开车兜风，很喜欢做户外的休闲活动。
B.你们两人都喜欢室内休闲活动，假日一到就相偕去听演唱会或音乐会，有空时就一起去看个午夜场电影。

did i do wrong?

2007-11-19T00:58:00.000+08:00

what have i done wrong?

perhaps, i had.
perhaps, i should have spent more time with them.
perhaps, i should have entered poly.
perhaps, i should have given them more of my time.
perhaps, i shouldnt think that nothing will go wrong.
perhaps, you all think everything's fine.
but, the truth is, its not.

if i were to blog about today half an hr ago, maybe, this entry will be a happy one, a lighthearted one. i shouldnt have dragged it. should have blogged the moment i come online, maybe, after blogging, i would have just go to bed and then, that wouldnt have happened.

i was happy initially! since last thur, ive been thinking that my next CAT lesson will be on mon(19nov). so, as a PROFESSIONAL procrastinator, i kept on dragging my CAT's homework and test till like 2hrs ago? and guess what, when i finished sorting out my papers, ready to start doing my homework and test, i realised a stupid fact! MY NEXT CAT LESSON IS ON WEDNESDAY!!! i was telling TIANSHUI and JUNRONG how blur i was larhs! if i didnt check my timetable just now, i think, i will just go ahead, do my CAT homework, study for test and tmr, wake up a 7plus, get changed and go to school.

omg. why am i always like that?

now. for the sad incident. maybe. its isnt appropriate for me to talk about it here. cos. like what i told JUNRONG, i havent thought about the solution to the problem. even YVONNE, i dare not talk to her about this. its too... TOUGH for me to tell her.

maybe. life is like that. you move on in life. get to know more and more friends. and you realise, PROBLEMS will start to surface between you and your friends.
in prisch, you will have your prisch clique, at that time, you will say things like,"we'l be FRIENDS FOREVER okay? from now, till secsch, then jC till WE ALL GROW UP!" but, after prisch, everyone goes seperate ways and... the FRIENDS FOREVER is gone.
in secsch, you will have your secsch clique and again, you will say things like, "we'l be FRIENDS FOREVER okay? from now, till jC, den we all get married till WE ALL GROW OLD! "

im scared. that history will repeat itself and so, NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME, i try to balance the time i spend with my 2 IMPORTANT GROUPS of friends. "my JC group", "my POLY group", "my JC group", "my POLY group", i always talk about them to my classmate. so much so that my classmates knows almost everything about these 2 IMPORTANT GROUPS of mine! there are also times, many actually, that i actually will turn down my classmates when they ask me out, JUST TO BE WITH EITHER OF THESE 2 IMPORTANT GROUPS of mine. even if i do feel sad when my classmates comment on the number of times i turn them down, i felt that its okay. cos. NOTHING IN THE WORLD IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN THESE 2 GROUPS OF FRIENDS.

but. no matter how hard i tried, i still failed.

i still failed to balance the time i spend with them well. perhaps. im the one at fault. i shouldnt keep turning you all down. ive turned down your offers so many times till you all felt it was hopeless asking me if i can join you all, as you all felt that i will definitely not be able to make it. i understand. i didnt pester you all to go out with me these days, when im having my holidays as i know you all have school. but...
maybe to you all, its a small matter. but. to me, it tells how important i am to the group. hais. i dont blame you all, really.

i blame it on mOe's system, on the constant rejects i gave when you all asked if i can join you all. I BLAME IT ON MYSELF...

BORING saturday.

2007-11-18T15:14:00.000+08:00

woke up at around 11plus and started surfing d net. nothing interesting happened la. watched "FU MAN REN JIAN-WOK OF LIFE" and got ready to go out for dinner.

went to ABC BRICKWORKS HAWKER CENTRE near QUEENSWAY SHOPPING CENTRE. the food there is great! well. it just rained this afternoon, so the weather's PERFECT for having CLAYPOT RICE! heee. so. we went there. we ordered CLAYPOT RICE, FISH AND CHIPS and PINEAPPLE JUICE! omg! omg! omg! the food there had NEVER EVER failed me before! its FOREVER so delicious! if you ever go to that hawker centre, try the CLAYPOT RICE and FISH AND CHIPS. the name of the CLAYPOT RICE stall is "源源something" and the FISH AND CHIPS stall is "WOW WOW WEST"! TRY IT! after such a delicious dinner, my family and i made our way home HAPPILY.

you know. after eating something VERY DELICIOUS, you will have this kinda very "幸福" and "滿足" feeling. ITS NOT EXAGGERATING AT ALL! you will really have that kinda feeling.

watched channel5's movie "the mothman phophecies" and let me tell you, THE SHOW SUCKS! okay-okay plot, no climate and BAD ENDING. omg. wasted my 2hrs la! dady actually said,"luckily didnt spend money to go to the cinema to watch, waste of money"!

modern day FANTASY.

2007-11-17T16:32:00.000+08:00

"MODERN DAY FANTASY"
came across this email sent by one of my PRISCH classmate and felt that i should let you guys out there look at em! HEEE. enjoy! =))

NO CAT LESSON!

2007-11-17T14:59:00.000+08:00

NO CAT LESSON TODAY!!!
NO CAT LESSON TODAY!!!
NO CAT LESSON TODAY!!!

oh my god! at last. this day has arrived FINALLY! when you know how taxing CAT is, you will share how i feel now. try asking people like YIXIAN, AARON and CHERYL. heee.

slept till 1pm today. woke up, and went back to sleep at 2pm. HEEE. THAT should be the way to spend SCHOOL HOLIDAY! not going for courses and stuffs. hais. stayed at home the whole day and watch tv.

the weekly "JC GROUP" meeting was cancelled due to "low participation" as JOANNE went for her camp and the others, well, had their own committments. so, the meet up was cancelled. im okay with it larhs, at most, i just watch more tv and rest more. ive got nothing to lose anyway. HEEE.

chatted with people like JUNRONG, YVONNE, TIANSHUI and JUNCHAO at night. well. the KBOX thing, i MIGHT not be able to make it la. SEE HOW, okay? =))

home at last!

2007-11-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

HEHH. i actually reached home at 12plus last night! omg. i was like so darn worried what would happen when i reach home. perhaps, my dad will just be waiting for me in the living room waiting to scold me. BUT. thankgod, none of those happened. i reached home, bathed and TOOK OUT MY CAT STUFFS TO STUDY. hais. imagine only sleeping for 2plus hours the night before and yet, when you reach home eventually, you still have to study for a test? well. i didnt expect the whole KBOX thing to end so late la...

slept at around 2plus am. I WAS TOO EXHASTED TO DO MY CAT HOMEWORK! so. i just studied for the test thats all.

woke up at around 7plus today and went for CAT. well. i screwed up my test... sad. i should have just go straight to bed last night. i cant remember all the points for the FIRST QUESTION! and slowly, the first question affected my mood for the next few questions. SIGH. if i can pass this test, i will be very HAPPY already. BUT. again. SO WHAT IF I DO MY CAT HOMEWORK AND STUDY FOR THE TESTS? i cant attend the actual examination. sobs.

came home straight after CAT to catch up on my sleep. im seriously LACK OF SLEEP! so i spent the rest of the time sleeping... from 1pm to about 6plus. afterwhich, nothing special happened. i woke up and had my dinner and watched tv.

seriously. THIS WHOLE SCHOOL HOLIDAY OF MINE IS SO SO SO PACKED!

watch this.
"Angmoh hits 2 singaporean girls! part 1!" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j0ug2cBISwg&eurl=http://forums.hardwarezone.com/showthread.php?t=1782085

"Angmoh hits 2 singaporean girls! part 2!" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YpXpvXUPzwQ&feature=related

second day of stayover. =)

2007-11-15T12:21:00.000+08:00

IM SO SO SO EXHAUSTED NOW!

it must have been AGES since i last sleep so little! especially during SCHOOL HOLIDAYS! omg! i slept like just 2HOURS PlUS yesterday? got up at around 730 this morning as i had to go to mI for CAT which starts at 9! SIGH SIGH SIGH. perhaps, im the only person i know who will have to go to school the next day early in the morning while in the MIDST OF A STAYOVER? ya. i know. im a WEIRDO. "thanks ah"...

woke up at around 730 and went to bathe and get ready for school. saw LOUISA's dad early in the morning and ya, guessed he was PRETTY SHOCKED to see me so early in the morning as i didnt tell LOUISA's family about it the day before. left LOUISA's house after breakfast and my god, ITS RAINING! i was left with no choice but to take out my umbrella and slowly made my way to the busstop.

met RAYSON on 157 and we chatted alittle. he had to go to mI for his FIRST AID course and yups, there will limited topics for us to talk about. so we just kept on talking about our holidays and diploma courses. mI is just a few busstops away from LOUISA's house. so we reached school a short while later.

had CAT from 9am-1pm and afterwhich, made my way down to JURONGEAST MRT INTERCHANGE to meet LOUISA, YONGXIN and JOANNE. we were going to town for KBOX!!!

chatted quite alot on the train. well. when you are with your close friends, YOU JUST TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING! CHERIE LIAN was late, but well, im pretty okay with it. reached CINELEISURE and i went to buy KOBAYASHI (I JUST LOVE IT OKAY!) as i havent had anything since morning! afterwhich, we went to LEVEL 8 for KBOX.

waited for HUIQING and CHERIE before entering and gosh. KBOX rocks as usual la! I LOVE KBOX AS MUCH AS KOBAYASHI! so, perhaps, you have guessed my excitement while stepping into the room. we sang, ate, had fun and sang EVEN MORE! 5hrs just flew past so quickly! omg. HAPPY TIMES ARE ALWAYS SHORT-LIVED ya? and oh ya, WE BROKE ONE OF THE GLASS CUPS! we all were like at a loss when it happened! but, luckily, the broken glass wasnt included in our bill. HEEE. we were just, LUCKILY. yarhs.

took a train down to LAU PA SAT after that as we couldnt decide on where to have our dinner. the places for dinner in TOWN were much too expensive. after a KBOX session, we all were pretty broke to afford good food in TOWN. so. after much consideration, we had no choice but to go to LAU PA SAT for dinner. okay, i got to admit, I WASNT HAPPY AT THE DECISION ACTUALLY. bcos. i was too exhausted to walk around. i just wanted to go home and rest! and yet. we have to go ALL THE WAY to LAU PA SAT just for dinner?

but. I WAS WRONG! i didnt regret the decision to go to LAU PA SAT for dinner! bcos. the FOOD JUST ROCKS! its so so so DELICIOUS! and the price was so reasonable! GREAT CHOICE PEOPLE!

afterwhich, we walked around that area, sat near the MERLION and chatted. that kinda feeling is just so nice... a group of friends, sitting around and chatting about almost everything.

we left for home at around 10plus close to 11 as we all were scared we couldnt catch the last bus or last train. and we ended up taking 106 from ESPLANADE area. there were some who didnt want to initially as they thought the bus ride would be very long but, I KNOW IT WONT! ive taken it before, alot of times indeed! and guessed what, we actually play BRIDGE on the bus! omg! that was pretty crazy la, i know! alighted at DOVER STATION with CHERIE LIAN and LOUISA. 105 came pretty soon and well, as for the two of em, poor thing, the last 185 had already left and they had no choice but to cab home. hais.

in short, although i was VERY VERY VERY LACK OF SLEEP, i still enjoyed the whole celebration thingy! HEEE. well. day out with your CLIQUE, who wont enjoy it... =))

some pics taken on YONGXIN's bd. HEEE. thanks YVONNE!

HEEE. 5YEARS OF STRONG FRIENDSHIP.

=))

first stayover ever.

2007-11-14T02:17:00.000+08:00

yes. she's the birthday girl! courtesy of XINXIA! =))

kaining's bd cake. =))

the birthday flowers we gave her. =))

courtesy of DAPHNE's blog. taken at PIZZA HUT. havent taken a group photo in AGES. =))

first stayover at LOUISA's house!

has CAT in the morning from 9am-1pm. afterwhich went home and get ready to go to LOUISA's house to stay over. was pretty slow in getting ready and there were some communication problems here and there. so we only met up at around 5plus. i didnt get to join them on their SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC "learning journey".

met them at 5plus and helped them get ready the ingredients for cooking TOM YAM SOUP. recipe from LOUISA's mum! but. after getting ready the ingredients, i took a bus down to JURONGPOINT to meet YVONNE they all. i cant believe i actually studied for my CAT test on the bus ride to j.p!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY KAINING! bear in mind, 19 doesnt mean old okay? it means you are maturing, mentally. HEEE. so. dont be too sad la girl!

met up with them at PIZZA HUT and sat down with them to chat for a little while. shopped around j.p and left them for LOUISA's house at around 840, bcos LOUISA and YONGXIN was waiting for me to have dinner. they said they wont start without me. hais. urms, i was quite touched though. HEEE. yarhs. i studied on the bus ride back again. hais. perhaps, im the only CAT student doing such stupid things ba!

had the delicious TOM YAM SOUP and afterwhich, while LOUISA, YONGXIN and JOANNE were at the living room discusing about magic tricks, i made use of the 1hrplus to do my CAT homework at the dining table. afterwhich, we played BRIDGE at louisa's brother's room and then, watched 娱乐百分百. after 娱乐百分百, another rounds of BRIDGE again and eventually, watched a movie by andy lau "WAIT TILL YOU ARE OLDER". thanks to this movie, i got to sleepy and all i wanted was to lie on the bed and sleep. i was on a bed already but something told me i cant sleep. i also dontknow why. haha. like what i told LOUISA they all the next day, "I ONLY WATCHED ABOUT 80% OF THE MOVIE!" cos for rest of the 20%, i was in the sub-conscious condition, sleepy yet unable to sleep.

at last, the 4of us turned in. light off, we chatted about some things, and slowly, lesser people were talking and eventually, we all entered our DREAMLAND, slowly...

i made it!

2007-11-13T01:56:00.000+08:00

8hrs of CAT! I MADE IT! woohoo! its not easy at all ok! try going through 8hrs of lecture in the lecture room and trying your very best to absorb all the business stuffs being taught by your lecturer! ITS NOT EASY AT ALL! although i do have some questions to ask ANDY, but after the 8hrs torture, all i asked for was to get out of the damn lecture hall as soon as possible! questions? another time perhaps...

and guess what! i got 14/20 FOR MY FIRST CAT TEST! well. this kinda OKAY result managed to motivate me to put in more effort in CAT. it has been ages since i got such passion and interest in a subject. jiayou ba!

waited for my dad in school after CAT. it ended at 6plus. as i was really EXHAUSTED, i had no choice but to call my dad to fetch me home. he works in WOODLANDS, so it was "ON THE WAY" as what he told me when i called him. so i waited, waited and waited until mr singh announced that the school was closing in 10mins time! i had no choice but to wait for dady at my school's busstop. well. if i had taken a bus home, i might had reached home long ago! but. my dad was rushing to come fetch me from school, i understand.

when he eventually reached, i broke the bad news to him. I WAS UNABLE TO TAKE MY CAT EXAMINATION!

the actual CAT examination for my paper, PAPER5 will take place on 7Dec at THE SINGAPORE EXPO! and guess what. i will be in HONGKONG from the 30Nov till 8Dec! which means, i cant take my exam! SO WHAT IF I DO WELL IN THE DAILY TESTS, SO WHAT IF I UNDERSTAND WHAT IS BEING TAUGHT, SO WHAT IF I GOT PASSION AND INTEREST IN THE SUBJECT, SO WHAT IF IM HARDWORKING? everything comes to naught if i cant take the actual exam!

my dad advised me to forsake the exam as the trip to HONGKONG is more important. my dad explained to me its not very often the whole family gets to go overseas very often. normally, only me, my 2 aunts and my granny will go overseas, while my parents and brother stay in singapore. this time's DIFFERENT! everyone, EVERYONE is going to HONGKONG! given my granny's age, perhaps, there wont be a next time. i got my dad's meaning and understood his intentions.

when i reached home, neither my dad nor me breathed a word to my granny about this. i told my dad about the stayover at LOUISA's place tmr and everything went on per normal for the rest of the day.

CAT is draining me.

2007-11-12T01:26:00.000+08:00

the whole day was no different from yesterday's.

i slacked the whole day. watch tv the whole day, had LAKSA from the market infront of my secsch for lunch as my dad, aunt and granny went marketing this morning.

watched tv after lunch and kept on dragging my CAT's homework and test. we actually have DAILY TEST for CAT! shitty hell la! daily means, i have to study like everyday? what kind of life is that? although CAT is easier to understand than MANAGEMENT OF BUSINESS, but that doesnt mean we can manage to have test everyday? hais. sad for my own life.

after watching channel 8's 特写, eventually, i went to take my CAT file from my room and put it on my dining table, RELUCTANTLY. if given a choice, i really dont want to burn the midnight oil and do my CAT work! hais.

studied till about 3,4plus in the morning and gosh! i gotta wake up at about 7plus tmr! and OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, tmr's lesson is from 9am-1pm, 2pm-6pm! OH MY GOD! so energy draining la! i really dontknow how im gonna survive!

jiayou ba, wendi...

emo day.

2007-11-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

nothing great happened today.

woke up at around 1plus today as i didnt want to go out with the family. too much things happened this week already. SO WHAT IF I WAKE UP EARLY, GO MARKETING WITH MY GRANNY AND SPEND MY WHOLE DAY MEANINGFULLY? SO WHAT? at the end of the day, everything is not appreciated!

yes. i had woke up early, go marketing with my granny and bought food back for the whole family on saturdays before. but what i got in return are some harsh words from my family. "stupid", "brainless" are words they tell me almost everyday. even when i do my best to please them, these heart-wrenching and heartaching words are what i get in return. sometimes, i really wonder, have i done wrong? have i done wrong in everything? yes. im a stupid, silly and dumb person but have my family done anything they can in helping me feel goodabout life? NO! the things they do is to keep reminding me what a stupid person i am, what a failure in LIFE i had been.

the HAPPY PERSON ive always been infront of my friends arent easy.

i slacked at home the whole day today as even if i didnt slack, my family wont appreciate it. so. i jus SLACKED. watched "JIN ZHENG TOU-THE GOLDEN PILLOW" and "FU MAN REN JIAN-THE WOK OF LIFE" as there was nothing for me to do!

didnt join my family for dinner outside as i didnt want to. they wont feel indifferent about my absence anyway! afterall, im so insignificant to the family. so i stayed at home by myself and just lied on the sofa, listening to 93.3fm for about 2hrs plus, until my aunt came over and see me lying on the sofa alone.

perhaps, i shouldnt love my family that much afterall. they dont need me anyway.

i got to know this from weiqing. "thanks ah!" for letting me feel so sad for the uncle. perhaps, i should tear for this uncle rather than tearing for my family.
"3 shyts bullying our fellow singaporeans" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTupIqJsegE
"Interview with Singapore Trishaw Uncle (Part 1)" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4QPc5I3YUEo&feature=related
"Interview with Singapore Trishaw Uncle (Part 2)" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKs6QhXss2g&NR=1

first CAT lesson.

2007-11-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

AT LAST! the day i DREAD most is FINALLY here. first CAT lesson. okay. if you dont know what CAT stands for. CAT=CERTIFIED ACCOUNTING TECHNICAN (it DOES NOT stand for cat okay?).

dragged myself out of bed at around 6plus. CAT starts at 9am. if you are wondering why do i need to get up so early? well. i take AGES AGES and AGES to get ready. ask my close friends and you will know why. urms. so after much preparation, i left the house at 820. quite on time ya? reached school at around 850 and went to my locker to get my CAT stuffs. left my file, texbook and workbook in it. called YIXIAN at around 9 as she was still NOWHERE TO BE SEEN! ya. that girl was almost late for the first CAT lesson! goodness!

the lesson was great! to me at least... the name of my lecturer is ANDY TAN. like what he described himself in his introdution "MUSIC VIDEO", he really is a lecturer whom doesnt look like one from head to toe! he's so young la! and. he DOES look like BENJAMIN from my class at certain angle. well. that was what YIXIAN and AARON they all said. a break will be given after every hour for the lesson. so good right? and during break ANDY will show us some pics he took while travelling. these includes photos from many different countries like HONGKONG, SHANGHAI and so on. i cant remember the rest now. HEEE.

went to meet LOUISA they all after CAT, its our WEEKLY MEETUP! went straight to YONGXIN's as i thought we will be heading to town in the early afternoon. my CAT ended at 1plus mahhs. who knows. we actually left for town at around 4plus? so i was practically slacking the whole time at YONGXIN's house! and oh ya. i kept on getting bullied by AARON (yongxin's 1yrplus cousin)! perhaps. i just dont get on well with people who's name is AARON! SHITTY HELL. okay. maybe as a MATURED ALDULT, i shouldnt hold grudges at a small child. but.

he spit at me lehhs! he spit food at me! and. he did some nasty things at me. poor me. i still get bullied by a 1yrplus kid at 17! SAD. but. like what YONGXIN said, although AARON's very naughty, when you look at him, he DOES have what it takes to make you dote on him and forget about his mischiefs. kids will forever be cute right? no matter how they bully you, you wont have the HEART to hate them, instead, you will CARE FOT THEM, DOTE ON THEM AND LOVE THEM MORE.

took a train down to BUGIS with YONGXIN. was DAMN worried if there will be any lengchang. but. luckily, there werent. HEEE. im still very NERVOUS and WORRIED wheneven im alone with one friend. perhaps. only i wont be so scared with YVONNE bahhs. haha. cos for the res of the time, i will be BULLYING her. HAHA. no larhs. we are such good friends that we can practically talk about anything UNDER THE SUN!

reached BUGIS and met up with louisa. oh ya. SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG was there to have his autograph session. ya. if you have guessed it. that was ONE OF THE REASONS why we actually chose BUGIS for this meeting. cos. we wanted to go and have glimpse of how he looked like in person.

SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG LOOKS MORE HANDSOME IN PERSON!

we shopped around BUGIS VILLAGE, as LOUISA and me were in search of our SKINNY JEANS. i really wanted to do some serious shopping. but. perhaps. i havent been out of house for too long a time, i lost the FEEL for shopping. the crowd, the lights and the noise made my head spin and not in the mood for serious shopping. so sad right? i really hope to be able to go down to BUGIS again to buy some stuffs. saw some really great things which i SWORE i will buy them home the next time i step into BUGIS VILLAGE!

went back to BUGIS JUNCTION to "wait" for the arrival of SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG at around 730. as that was the stated time of his autograph session. when we get back to BUGIS JUNCTION, it was already quite packed with people. we actually stood at that area for like 2hrs? including just mere watching him on stage.

JOANNE reached BUGIS JUNCTION after her training at around 8plus and we headed off to dinner at YOSHINOYA's. although the food there is pretty ex, but the food is great la! we should spend good money on good food ONCE IN A WHILE. not everyday ya?

headed off home after that as it was quite late already. will upload the videos we took of SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG soon! =)

urms. ya. HAPPY DEEPAVALI. =)

2007-11-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

urms. basically. today was pretty slack. bcos its a PUBLIC HOLIDAY! actually. yesterday yuancheng asked me to join him, louis and yixian today. but. well. due to certain reasons, perhaps only yvonne knows, i cant join them. SORRY ya. i know it wont help but. i just hope you all dont get used to my absence.

whole day was spent at home. did some ONCE IN A BLUE MOON housework. vacumed d floor and ALMOST wanted to mop but mummy stopped me. she said its not a good idea to mop the floor at that time. so i just slacked slacked and slacked.

gotta go iron my schU for tmr's CAT course. it will be held in mI so sigh i gotta be in my schU before i can enter. that was the instructions given. I JUST HATE INRONING SCHOOL UNIFORMS! its just so tiring lahhs! wipe my schbag too! confirm collect LOTS of dust since the last time i used it.

leaving! byebye! =)

drop by if you can. one of 周杰伦's new songs 我不配 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xPYnLPBKyB0 enjoy! =)

FIRST POST. =)

2007-11-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

ooo. FIRST NEW POST! im so so so excited! THIS IS NOT MY FIRST BLOG! guess i just had to re-emphasize this fact. this is not my first blog, luckily, but i DO hope this will be my last! im so FREAKING tired of signing up for a blog, thinking of a "EASY-TO-REMEMBER" name, choosing the blogskin, starting to blog and then, a few months later, pronounce my blog DEAD. IN SHORT, i just hope this blog will be a SUCCESSFUL one. HEEE. =)

shall start on my day.

was supposed to meet LOUISA they all (louisa, joanne and yongxin). reached JE MRT stn at 12.50pm. think this was one of the FEW meetings in which i was early? waited for them but none turned up on time. sigh. so i just sat near the CONTROL STATION and waited. yes yes. lots of weird looks were thrown at me. ITS OKAY! and oh ya! i caught HUIQING again! with a group of guys! urms. perhaps, she still didnt know i saw her. managed to meet up and made our way down to QUEENSWAY SHOPPING CENRE. =)
reached. shopped around and SUDDENLY, something interesting happened! something, in which i, FOR ONCE was quite proud of myself and felt FOR ONCE, IM NOT ONE TO BE TRIFLED WITH! shit her la! BITCH! =x

well. we went to this shop. "CLASSI? PRIMIT?VE" located on the SECOND STOREY. i will draw up a map and show you where this DAMN ASS shop is, JUST WAIT FOR ME TO UPLOAD! well. actually. last week ive already been there to try out a grey skinny jeans. the price (28/-) and quality was pretty reasonable. HOWEVER, as i didnt want to make a wrong decision, i didnt buy it on the spot. LUCKILY. urms. so i went home and pondered. so, after much consideration, i decided to go back to that DAMN ASS shop to buy d skinny jeans. for your information, that BITCH was still an ANGEL last week. so i made my way to that shop with louisa they all. i saw that the very grey skinny jeans i want and took it out of the rack. told the BITCH i wanted to try and she went to take a new piece. before trying, just to play safe, i wanted to confirmthe price and guess what, she told me it was 29.90/-. i was stunned, not bcos at the price but bcos of the sudden increase!

i asked the BITCH, "aunty, why now 29.90/-?"
BITCH replied: "oh, bcos the rise in GST!"
louisa they all asked BITCH,"huh, but GST rise was like so long ago!"
i told BITCH,"ya, aunty, i just came last week!"
BITCH replied:"ya, the shipment came in last week so GST for this new shipment will rise!"

i was shocked! den, the BITCH kept the new piece of grey skinny jeans she just took out. after much discussion, yongxin they all told me to ask the BITCH if i can try the skinny jeans first. guess what she shouted at me.

BITCH shouted BITCH language, "YOU WANT TO BUY THEN TRY!"

asshole! we just stormed out of that graveyard angrily. this is no way to treat us, CONSUMERS like that! so after 1hr plus, we made our way back to that graveyard. we went to take the clothes off the hangers and left them lying everywhere. and. we left that graveyard with me saying,"HEY! THIS SHOP THE CLOTHES VERY EXPENSIVE! TOO EXPENSIVE FOR US TO AFFORD! LETS GO!" when we left, that BITCH actually shouted to the next shop owner, "those 3 girls came and RANSACK my shop!".

well. the best way to get back at a BITCH is to... GIVE HER THE BITCH TREATMENT! =)

after queensway, i parted ways with louisa they all and went to IMM to meet my aunty and brother for FISH AND CO. for dinner. perhaps, after a day of EXCITMENT, i deserve a GREAT dinner ya?

lastly, FISH AND CO. rocks! =)

no camera yet. please make do with web pics. =)

this is a MUST TRY! i ordered a set for the 3 of us. =)

seafood platter for two. recommendation for the day by a waitress. =)