.Sunday, November 11, 2007 ' 12:50 AM
nothing great happened today.
woke up at around 1plus today as i didnt want to go out with the family. too much things happened this week already.
SO WHAT IF I WAKE UP EARLY, GO MARKETING WITH MY GRANNY AND SPEND MY WHOLE DAY MEANINGFULLY? SO WHAT? at the end of the day, everything is not appreciated!
yes. i had woke up early, go marketing with my granny and bought food back for the whole family on saturdays before. but what i got in return are some harsh words from my family. "stupid", "brainless" are words they tell me almost everyday. even when i do my best to please them, these heart-wrenching and heartaching words are what i get in return. sometimes, i really wonder, have i done wrong? have i done wrong in everything? yes. im a stupid, silly and dumb person but have my family done anything they can in helping me feel goodabout life? NO! the things they do is to keep reminding me what a stupid person i am, what a failure in LIFE i had been.
the
HAPPY PERSON ive always been infront of my friends arent easy.
i slacked at home the whole day today as even if i didnt slack, my family wont appreciate it. so. i jus SLACKED. watched "JIN ZHENG TOU-THE GOLDEN PILLOW" and "FU MAN REN JIAN-THE WOK OF LIFE" as there was nothing for me to do!
didnt join my family for dinner outside as i didnt want to. they wont feel indifferent about my absence anyway! afterall, im so insignificant to the family. so i stayed at home by myself and just lied on the sofa, listening to 93.3fm for about 2hrs plus, until my aunt came over and see me lying on the sofa alone.
perhaps, i shouldnt love my family that much afterall. they dont need me anyway.i got to know this from weiqing. "thanks ah!" for letting me feel so sad for the uncle. perhaps, i should tear for this uncle rather than tearing for my family.
"3 shyts bullying our fellow singaporeans"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTupIqJsegE"Interview with Singapore Trishaw Uncle (Part 1)"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4QPc5I3YUEo&feature=related"Interview with Singapore Trishaw Uncle (Part 2)"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKs6QhXss2g&NR=1
