Vintage Soul

.Sunday, December 30, 2007 ' 10:20 PM

received this email from junrong.

quite interesting.

shall blog about my today, tomorrow ba.

cos everything's linked.

dont understand?

nevermind.

read my entry tomorrow then!

WOMEN AS EXPLAINED BY ENGINEERS

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

loved

.Wednesday, December 26, 2007 ' 11:42 PM

(this entry was meant to be posted on 26dec 2007)

if only LOVE was so true and real. "我愛你"

the first time i watched this, i cried so much till my eyes swelled. its true. im not exaggerating. i can still remember, the first time i came across this mv was that very time, one of the hardest period in my entire life. almost everything and anything came tumbling down on me. and this mv somehow just attracted me. at that point of time, i thought, perhaps, my life might be somewhat similar to the mv's.

i was just too silly and naive, perhaps, a little too much.

i dreamt of him last night again. yes. im referring to, ruisheng.

(if you are not really interested in my personal relationship, you can consider clicking on the X at the top right hand corner now)

its another dream whereby everything felt so real, the words we said, our feelings and expressions, everything seemed so real. and once again, i thought, at last, what ive always wished for had come true. but. its another... DREAM.

when i woke up and realise that everything was a dream, tears started flowing down. if you are someone who have known me for a long time, you will definitely find me very foolish and silly. yarhs. i know. even me, myself find myself FOOLISH AND SILLY! it has been 2years, going to 3. and yet, i still cant move on.

perhaps, to the people around me. it seemed as if i have forgotten everything and moved on in life. but, the truth is, I CANT, AND HAVE NOT.

i also dont know why. perhaps, im that kinda of person who 一辈子, 只會喜歡一个人 ba. urms. okay, you can puke for all you want. but, the truth is, I HAVENT MET A GUY WHO CAN TRULY IMPRESS ME AND MAKE ME 心动. but, of course la, i know what kind of girl i am, NEITHER PRETTY NOR HAS CHARACTER.

honestly, im already very grateful to GOD for letting me meet ruisheng. many nice people, in their entire life, they dont even get the chance to enter a relationship. or, there are others, who may have many relationships, but none of them is real, or turned out well. so, if i were to compare myself with others, IM ALREADY A LUCKY GIRL! i know how to count my blessings and thus, i feel very contended already. heee.

i admit, im still waiting. for what, i also dont know. ruisheng already has a girlfriend, but here i am, still holding on those meaningless past. im just so useless! but. there are things in life which are beyond control. perhaps, to me, its this. afterall, 1year10months de memories,不是说忘记就能忘记的. till now, i still cant bear to delete our past smses and stuffs, i also dont know why do i still want to keep them for.

sometimes, i just hope that i will just bump into him on the street. many a time, i will even take a longer bus journey home from jvs area hoping to see him near his granny's house. im so useless! even when the train stops at dover, i will try to look out to see if i might see him. oh my god, what in the world am i doing... but, honestly, i really hope to meet him one day, i really do.

perhaps, both of us may really meet. by then, maybe both of us have already grown up and may just say 'hi' then. like any other friends. as if nothing ever happened between us before. perhaps, perhaps, perhaps, our story will just end that way.

if given a chance, i really wish to know "what was he thinking of that time?"

loved

.Sunday, December 16, 2007 ' 6:32 PM

I HAVE UPLOADED THE HONGKONG TRIP 2007 PHOTOS!

please visit http://picasaweb.google.com/wendi18/Hongkong2007 to view the photos. enjoy :)

loved

.Saturday, December 15, 2007 ' 2:20 AM

was supposed to meet yuancheng, benjamin and michelle.

i really cant make it. IM SORRY.

met up with LOUISA they all. and that includes LOUISA, YONGXIN, JOANNE, FITRI and of course JIALING. fitri and jialing come together you see.

we had our dinner at fareast. a small little shop called DELICACY something. the food was, okay okay only, incomparable to what i had in hongkong. ooops.

after which, we shopped around and initially i wanted to get my "HEELS" which i have been wanting to get ages ago. but, eventually, i made a wasted trip. i wasnt in my top form for shopping. pretty tired after sleeping for 12hrs plus. heee.

walked to HEEREN as JOANNE wanted to get a pair of slippers from N.U.M. so. yarhs, we went there.

no size, so we made our way to CINELEISURE. and before i forget,

THE CMAS LIGHTINGS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!

and i suddenly thought of how i spent last cmas with weiqing.

urms... okay, that wasnt neccessary. BUT. we are still great friends now la. he's happy with his BLISS and im happy with my life. and, WE ARE STILL GOOD FRIENDS!

after cineleisure, we all made our way home.

im still so impressed by the cmas decorations in orchard! so romantic and beautiful... :)

loved

.Thursday, December 13, 2007 ' 2:10 AM

at last. IM OUT OF MY HOUSE!

okay. before i start, i really have no idea what happened to my previous entry. something went wrong with its paragraph-ing. intially. huifang helped me fix it. but, bcos of my itchy hands, the problem came back.

anyway.

if you are someone whos keen in reading my blog, i dont think you will mind about the paragraph problem right? if IT did disturb you in any way, by all means, DONT READ! well. a blog is first and foremost for me to keep track of what i do everyday, whether or not alot of people read it, honestly, i dont give a damn.

i dont blog for a living ya.

but of course, i will try my utmost best to make my blog interesting and easy to read for those DEAR friends of mine. those who are really interested in my life and wants to be updated about what im doing.

okay, i will try to work out the paragraph problem okay? at least for my friends.

shall start blogging about my first day out eversince coming back from hk.

decided to go out with YIXIAN they all as, like what YIXIAN said.

"you are always out with your two other groups except your mI friends."

so. like any other ordinary human, i DO feel bad about it and thus, i decided to go out with them today.

met YIXIAN and AARON at starbucks.ps and, as usual, i was late. EDWARD, HAROLD and CAROL came soon after i reached and the whole group went to ps to see if we can have our dinner at any nice restaurants.

after much discussion, we decided on "MANHANTTEN FISH MARKET". if that is how you spell it.

the place's so similar to "FISH AND CO." la! not much of a diff. perhaps some different dishes here and there. as for the rest, its almost the same.

after which, we, as in me, YIXIAN, AARON, EDWARD and LOUIS made our way down to PARADIZ CENTRE. they wanted to have shisha.

for further details, please go to yixian.s http://wearingmylingeries.blogspot.com/ cos i dont see the need to reblog everything that yixian had already blogged.

to end, i really didnt regret going out with them. :)

loved

.Wednesday, December 12, 2007 ' 3:13 AM

IM BACK FROM HONGKONG!

urms. actually i came back on 9 dec's morning 1205, DAYS ago. and if you asked me why i actually went to remember the time, well, it was announced the minute the plane landed at CHANGI INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT. at last, im finally back home. and like the saying goes, "HOME IS STILL THE BEST!". well. although ive been back for days, i couldnt blog as i totally had no idea what to blog about! if im going to upload the hundred(i think) over photos, i think i might have to go without sleep for days. so. eventually i decided to just blog first and worry about the photos next time. if you dont believe how MANY photos we took, just scoll to the bottom. its scary!

"WELCOME TO THE FAMILY OF CAMWHORE-ING!" :)

dilemma. dilemma. dilemma.

ANYWAY. before im really that free to upload all the hundred over photos, let me talk about the day before and during my hongkong trip.

30 nov.

got up and started getting ready to meet JINGCHUN in the afternoon. was supposed to meet her at around 4plus to watch FRED CLAUS. so. as usual, i was slightly late. discussed with YVONNE through sms about JINGCHUN's birthday. i was craving for ice-cream that day and thus, i suggested SWENSONS. the whole plan was done through sms and it was so impromptu that we didnt have time to get everyone else to be involve in the discussion. little did i know that this little plan of mine would make some people in our group unhappy. im really really so utterly sorry about it.

met up with JINGCHUN and caught FRED CLAUS together. it must have been AGES since the both of us last caught a movie together. if im not wrong, the last movie both of us watched together was... "SWING GIRLS"?

omg. IT REALLY HAD BEEN AGES!

celebrated JINGCHUN's birthday at SWENSONS with YVONNE and afterwhich, we made our way home.

sometimes, a sweet and quiet birthday can be equally nice.

1 dec.

went home and had such a LONG CHAT with YVONNE through the phone. and i realised. much as both of us wanted to talk to each other, time doesnt permit us to do so! after the the long phone chat then only i found out that there were so many time both of us wanted to talk to each other on the phone about how each other is doing and stuff, we were just too busy to do so!

its sad right?

after the long phone chat, we managed to be updated on each other's life and well, after so long, eventually, i told YVONNE about the problem that had been disturbing me for the past few days.

im so glad to have that phone talk and of course, to have a soul mate like YVONNE. if there's one person who knows me best in this world, i guess, it has got to be YVONNE. THANKS YVONNE! :)

went online after the phone chat as i had already decided not so sleep that night. as my plane the next day was at around 6plus! which also meant the whole family got to be at the airport by 4plus!

i surfed, surfed and surfed.

grandma was the first to wake up and short after, my aunt called. telling me to wake my parents up as it was already 3! and guess what. i just told my aunt that my parents will know when to wake up.

but.sadly. they did not. everyone was late! and my dad actually blamed me for not waking the whole family up!

and so. we rushed... and were on the way to the airport...

photos showing how freaking many photos my family took.