.Thursday, November 22, 2007 ' 4:21 PM
somehow. the feeling isnt there anymore.have you ever come across somethings that used to matter so much in the past, but not anymore now? have you?
went to
jurong entertainment centre yesterday. was supposed to meet JOANNE they all 230 at je library. but. bcos CAT ended early. i decided to have my lunch at jEc on my own first before meeting them. while walking towards jEc from je int station thinking of what to have for lunch, i suddenly though of
it. the thought of not lunching there for ages made me crave for
it much
more. and so. i slowly made my way there. i slowly walked towards...
KOBAYASHI.
it really had been
ages since i last lunched there. the moment i stepped into the place, i admit,
memories started flowing back.
i ordered
salmon rice and sat down to eat. perhaps, i was alone, which made me think of the
past even more. i slowly enjoyed my
salmon rice and to my dismay, the taste had changed.
the food no longer taste good.
the place hasnt changed a bit, the people were still the same, the menu remained the same, the food was still the same, but, somehow, the feeling isnt there anymore. something felt different, but i cant figure out what was it. was it because this time, im lunching there, alone, without
him?
i felt
disturbed. the feeling i had then was, beyond description. it felt kinda
weird. in a relationship, you start off well, but when you lost it, you have no choice but to move on. and so you did, you moved on, started meeting new people, experiencing new things. and years later, you suddenly go back to where you started, what kind of
feeling will you have?
its pretty
saddening. sometimes, i really hope time will reach a standstill. if given a choice, i really hope time will...
met DAPHNE and her friend. was pretty shocked when i heard someone call out my name. call me crazy, but it sure felt like, when you are getting sad over how your life has changed over the past few years, GOD suddenly let you bump into a
special friend. its like telling you, "dont get too sad, you still have your friends". heee.
chatted alittle with DAPHNE and made my way to je library. saw ANDREA and her boyfriend entering je library. haha. nothing really happened after that. went to je library, waited for JOANNE, LOUISA and YONGXIN. when they reached, we made our way to jEc's McD as we felt uncomfortable studying in the library.
we studied till about 730 before making our way home. =)
